Unable

I've never had a wound so deep/ so deep it wouldn't heal.
I've never been so lonely/ so lonely I could't feel.

Today is just a day.
Perhaps it will be sunny/ perhaps it will bring rain.
This day is just a day.
The clouds will pass, the sky will empty/ yet you'll still be far away.

I've never been so wounded/ so wounded it wouldn't heal.
I've never been so lonely/ so lonely I could't feel.

Beauty and peace are so far away/ so far from what you face.

Even if I struggle/ I struggle to know you
Even if I wanted to, I know I never will.
Peace and love I send to you though darkness lingers still.
Peace and love/ my thoughts to you, upon this world of gray.